I love to write

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I want to act like I don’t care but my heart won’t listen.　

So I have this real habit of holding a grudge.  It’s not gonna disappear immediately.  I need to take time to calm down. 

Some people just don’t understand how hard it is for people with tempers to just let things go away.  

Just my thoughts.

Sleeping late is becoming a habit.

 =.=

Oh.  I found a bunch of old things I wrote.

And I can’t help but feel embarrassed at all those things I wrote.  Sure, there were funny things but, they were also so cheesy and lame.

Where did all those things I wrote come from?

I miss them.

They made writing so much fun and exciting.  I wrote more than 200 pages in total probably.  If you count all the stories pages together.  

I think I’ve got at least 5-10 stories with a different number in pages.

Sigh.  Where did all my time to write go?

Maybe I’ll post some of the things I write here.

Or my drawings.

Maybe.

Probably not.

Haven’t slept yet.  Gonna crash soon as soon as I see my housemate off to school.

Yes, I am waiting for her to get on a bus and go to school.  University, actually.

Yes, I have no life but, life’s more fun this way.

To be random.

I’ve been contemplating the meaning of life lately.  Wondering what it has in store for me.  I feel like I’m always forcing myself to be happy at the moment then, I’ll just crawl into bed and cry.  

I feel like I have nothing to live for.  I just go with the passing time.  

Maybe it’s just a phase but, I’d like to know what I’m meant to do with my life.  I get I’m still pretty young and in school but, I’m guessing from all the pressure from family and society, it’s taken its toll on me.

I hope I’m not the only one feeling like this.

What makes this feeling more worse, it’s Monday.

Hopefully this will just last today.

Doubt it will though.

I played only 2 games of LOL last night.  I watched Dyrus play.  He used a smurf account.  He was pretty funny though haha.

Ok, so, wallets.  

I don’t know why I was thinking of them while I was trying real hard to go to sleep.

Ok, whatever.

My theory of a wallet is, if it can fit in your jeans/ jacket pocket, then it’s a wallet.  If it doesn’t fit, then it’s a purse.

I don’t care what anyone calls it.  It is not a wallet.  It is a purse.

Especially those women that carry around those super long sized length thingy and have many card holders.  My Mum keeps telling me to get a wallet like that ‘cause I have so many cards but I keep telling her that I don’t think those are wallets.

Maybe some people can put them in their pockets but, they don’t look comfortable.

So, to clarify:

Wallets are wallets when you can put them in your pockets and are comfortable being left in your pocket for hours ‘cause you already have bills in your other pocket.  

Ok, brilliant.

Think Imma go back to sleep.  Woke up too early to do work yet, here I am, procrastinating.

Sigh.  Life is a bit more hard for some people.

Plus, the gloomy rainy weather isn’t making me feel any better.  

It makes me wanna sleep.  And my brain is real dead and I am writing this while half asleep so, who knows what I’ve actually written.

zzz

Downloaded like crazy, played LOL like crazy.  Only won one game.  Have got my assignment due by Friday.  An online exam God knows when.  An essay/ book report due.  And I have yet to read the book.  

F*ck.

I do not like people who take advantage of other people. 

They don’t deserve to bask in my ambiance.

I have a temper problem so, anything can set me off.  I play LOL to reduce my stress level. 

Though I doubt it works.

To all the bitches I killed in LOL tonight, much obliged.

Ok, so, I’ve recently decided to occasionally post things/drawings/writings/stuff I do/etc. to at least keep this blog updated.  Not that I use it much or anything other than looking at pics.  I don’t really reblog.  I don’t see  why I should if everyone reblogs it.  I will like posts though.

So, today is a Saturday and this day officially sucks ‘cause I have no life. 

Guess Imma be playing LOL a lot today.